Let’s Get Back to the Love

TD Jakes has valid points this Season will not Destroy Me or You if you do not let it…

Happy MLK Day , Black History Month, My Annual Glo Up {Getting Back to the Love} On this beautiful day, of remembrance of Martin Luther King Jr. & All our amazing trend setters, I want to #Challenge you all to get back to the love, to stand in ur truth but fix broken relationships. Im not upset, im okay but i do want address it, u, them, going into season of Jesus want to say it, set … boundaries & move on. Show & Tell u how i want to b loved.. #TakeOff RIP , broke my heart I’m sure if they had to change the last days of their life would have Made sure they were together whatever happen that caused that split meant he wasn’t there how many times. do we repeat the same negative patterns we were taught, saw, heard or werent taught.? So I got something to get off, to say, I want to THANK EVERYONE THATS BEEN THERE OVER THIS PAST CHALLENGING I want to thank the people that have been there 4 us. No #Mother should ever have to experience there child in such pain, discomfort, the Er’s & ICU, Surgery these 2 years have been a challenge for sure & Def tested my Strength. What I am disappointed in is the fakeness & wanting to hurt us, Me. 4 What? I have been a good friend, Girlfriend that I have not received back the same. If u ever call me I got it, u got it. So when I need the same support, love where u at? It’s sad that the situation only allows me to only see people for who they truly are. bc as long as ur the giver in the relationship it’s all good, the moment u truly need or anything. u want b there period. The fakeness, the secret hate, the hate spoken out loud why? You hate me bc I’m Beautiful inside & out? A go getter, A leader, a Boss, seem to be Blessed by God himself! 🤩 Why bc I’m treated good, get attention like why? I don’t think like u so I would know why? Why because I loved u in a way that you couldn’t love me? Bc I supported u when u didn’t support me? Because I was there for u when u weren’t for me? Bc I watched ur kids, opened my home, wallet when u wouldn’t do the same for me or w restrictions or bs, wanted us to kno how we are not, bc I showed up for u when u never show up for me? Why? I got one thing to say, Stay the fuk, keep my name, ur not gonna turn the one person who witnesses everyone, everything against me. Or stop me from being who I truly am a hard worker, loving supporting person. keep me out ur thoughts fuk ur mouth, BEFORE U SPEAK ON ME TELL THEM WHAT U DID TO ME!!! In 2023 I’m not protecting ANYONE I tend to not say the whole truth. I keep it or take the hit bc I don’t want people to look at YOU a certain way, Judge u, but then u get to go & say & put out Lies,Lies,F Lies, put out ur version of bs about me. THE LIES THE LIES THE LIES, I’m sorry but going forward in 2023 I want healing but I’m not protecting nobody, THE TRUTH yeah yo niggas are inappropriate period. Call me all the bitches, Hoes, u want but one thing u can about me God Blessed me with a Certain Caliber Certain a kinda nigga in my Life Look at yours Boo def not my type, my status, Keep wanting me to fail so bad, Like Keep. I’m a stay winning, ME, Beautiful, Sexy, I’m amazing person, HATE ME IDGAF NOT WORRIED ABOUT NO ONE! ESP NOT PUTTING uR HANDS ON ME. I am SOMEBODY. I don’t have to go around showing you. Like I can throw my daughter a star filled concert off people I know. I know not… me, my hard work, pretty face, bangin ass body & kindness lead me to. The people you look up to, watch, that is my real life. And if any of them really thought me or that little women in there would be harmed they would step up do what needs to be done. To make sure we good.

To all my fake ass friends, family, I see you. I choose not to participate in your level of disgust, TELL THEM what I did for you, how I opened my door, moved my daughter from her bed, paid u & ur nigga bill, was there, paid ur, Showed up to your events, only for you to make every excuse when it comes to me & mines, TELL THEM the thanks I got, TELL EM How you told me all there business but since ur friends again guess, lol, When you speak on me Tell the truth The Jealousy, My past is just that my past as of today, I’m not letting my past affect my future, Not hidding who I am, so that you want attack me, leave me bc guess what you still doing it. I’m happy for you, I prey u and ur family are safe happy healthy I’m sure ur kids are beautiful. I miss you being in my life. I learned so much from each of you. I will always love u if were meant to b I look forward to more memories made. But tell ‘‘em the truth stop attacking me.

To my old lovers Tell em the truth How I was there for you. Tell em why u really hate me. Stop having your family and friends believe bs Tell them bc of my dreams you scared B bc of who I am the respect I have in the Streets, the jealousy. I wish we would have spent more time together. that’s the one thing I would change with all my relationships get past the bs or not. I love that I have a relationship still with you. you were my closest person so to Severe that relationship hurt & isn’t anything I’m proud of. I take full responsibility for my part I’m just not being able to communicate more effectively & pushing u away bc of my pain. but I give two fucks on how u moved on, I’m happy for you, I prey u and ur family are safe happy healthy I’m sure ur kids are beautiful. Stop trying to hurt me. There’s only 3 people I knew I could spend my life with 1 passed away. My Last two Relationships everything else was boyfriend. But I wasn’t that women u wanted to fight for, but I’m guessing I am. I was, bc u keep with the bs since I still live, love n ur heart, speak ur truth, stop hurting bc ur afraid to say ur truth I still love u, u were are a good women, I wish we wouldn’t have went down that path. I say it. All these years y? You choose other women. Ultimately I never went to another man well. I’m saying I gave it time to recover. To fix what was broken it’s ur pride that have u with someone u maybe if u set ur pride to side and see for what ever reason God put us in each other’s like and at some point we were close. Y’all choose that but want to hurt me I don’t understand why? Because She Not Me? I know 🫣🤭🤫

My Family, I’m super disappointed at the pushback & to use ur spouse as a reason or excuse to b ugly. to allow them to attack me, like to allow other family members lie & try to put a wedge or tear us apart is Disgusting like why? The people that want, will not, don’t have, the ability, the ideals, don’t care, about us as a whole to create the generational wealth, is the people trying to stop it. make it make sense. YOUR ALLOWING IT 🥹 dat $hit crazy. We are an amazing family, so I get it. But we accepted them in your lives, for them to use that position to control, tear apart is disgusting. Your suppose to love, protect, support not be like the rest of the world. I’m suppose to feel safe with you. the people that claim to love u, is the ones that hurt u the most. Hurt people hurt people. no one was taught to do it right. but I’m asking us to reset. to undo the bad thi bs we were taught . it sucks that these wedges take away time and precious memories & u can’t get that back but we can create new ones, Tell em the truth

My brother asked me why am I so quick to let my friends go but not my Men? for one not trying to have a family with them, not sexually. but the truth, is I do it to everyone. because ur fuking wit mi Peace & mi moneys, so bye bye. but that’s not okay it’s how I have been protecting myself bc I jus don’t feeling like deserve that. But so many memories lost, so many moments missed why? But today I’m not going no fucking where, not gonna allow anyone to keep me frm my destiny including me. The people that I truly do love and miss. I have a question? can broken things be repaired? God put us in each other lives for a reason maybe the love & support, a sentence, a hug, anything was there’s a reason? how will we know if we’re not apart of each other’s lives. I truly want healing in 2023 and in that the truth and maybe some hard talks have to had. I want everyone to get back to the love. when I’m trying to do that yes, I hold people responsible also realizing I’m not Perfect, I love people for who they are and I don’t judge, who am I to. I’m kick Back. hi, I’m India I would like to call for healing in 2023. Standing in my truth, I want to be loved on, supported, to feel safe around the people I’m moving forward with and want to love freely, be me freely. like have fun look forward to reconnecting, traveling, let’s taco about it on my podcast. let’s use our conversation to help the rest of the world have the same healing conversations.

the people that are here and show up I’m gonna love and shows me clearly to focus my love on. same with my forever partner if there was a man here showing up clearly I would know who to love, what mistake I made but it isn’t. I forgive everyone. Hope we can get Back to the Love 🫶🏽

Let’s talk about let’s call them Da Fallen from that Denzel Washington movie

God talking to me then literally seeing things play out in front of me. It’s like watching a movie u have no control over. u move to right to get out of way & still hit. Things that people call tests are designed, suppose to tear us apart can use u like a pawn If you carry bs around with you. It can use you to hurt, or to support or love another human being. When u think about the world coming at u, keeping u from ur destiny, tearing u down, or pushing u towards it, u don’t think it’s ur man or ur mom or best friend, who was sent or tapped on shoulder to keep u from ur destiny. To tear u down so u feel unworthy, It’s sad that you can b there give understanding, compassion, be there when you are told someone’s story there pain, your story, ur pain, you open your door & heart when they see yours they run like a coward, use it to hurt, attack, against you. but when it’s your turn frm them or anybody, where was your understanding, your compassion when people have alternate motives, when u don’t do what they want . when it’s time for them to give what they receive. how expendable u r to people !! to know it can be your family, friends, their spouses. To know that you allowed people in your life and they take personal information, personal moments. To use it to hurt you is beyond like I can’t even. You need to know! ur a pawn! what if it was your bond ? That breaks generational curses? what if u were detoured by ur best friend, people u love so that the bigger pictures are never met. bc u allowed that thing to use u, separate you, u be mad because of your ur hurt and your ur of me or anyone. but if ur apart how can u work together to create something bigger than you? But that’s also the problem no one wants anyone bigger than them. Toni Braxton. So we all can win (when I see it I think example if was an accident it wasn’t when u habour bs I think it can use that to all of a sudden u attack ur upset over something that happened 5 years ago, boom he needs to use that to use his bidding, I’ll explain, u were used manipulated by the D or whom ever & u continue as long as ur heart carry’s that weight it can b used, u think I’m pissed. I hate her, him. it happens so much n our community bc of pride, but people think it’s there…. no, the D (don’t like saying the name ) he needed or him, then they use that to steer u, ur easy to use bc of ur hurt, what if ur love my love our support of each other was the key to reaching unlocking, another level of love & life?

You keep playin into it, I don’t know to stop it but to stop the negative cycle of how you deal with things, people, situations. To have more understanding, compassion, to give people what you need and are asking for. Speak your truth which you have hidden because you get attacked or left right so you hide. You push people away, hurt people, get them before they get you mentally, fight them to be heard, understood Or that may b how it comes across. You are so hurt trying to protect yourself, figure out who you are, how to love people the way they see love can be overwhelming. Tears it’s ok. Telling u how I feel, how a lot of us probably feel. to stop it. the only way I can think to stop is to reverse the way it’s been going. to undo the negative cycles. to get back to the love. because we will never know why we came in that persons life that day? Y god put us there at perfect timing only to fight what God tried to…

In my Janet Jackson voice Fix It. don’t let pride or whatever keep you from your loved ones. Memories, Support, The Love

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